Rihanna - What Now

Ive been ignoring this big lump in my throat
I shouldnt be crying, tears were for the weaker days
Im stronger now, or so I say,
But somethings missing

Whatever it is,
It feels like its laughing at me through the glass of a two-sided mirror
Whatever it is,
Its just laughing at me
And I just wanna scream

What now? I just cant figure it out
What now? I guess Ill just wait it out (wait it out)
What now? Oh, oh, oh, oh! What now?

I found the one, he changed my life
But was it me that changed
And he just happened to come at the right time
Im supposed to be in love
But Im numb again

Whatever it is,
It feels like its laughing at me through the glass of a two-sided mirror
Whatever it is,
Its just sitting there laughing at me
And I just wanna scream

What now? I just cant figure it out
What now? I guess Ill just wait it out (wait it out)
What now? Please tell me
What now?

Theres no one to call cause Im just playing games with them all
The more I swear Im happy, the more that Im feeling alone
Cause I spent every hour just going through the motions
I cant even get the emotions to come out
Dry as a bone, but I just wanna shout

What now? I just cant figure it out
What now? I guess Ill just wait it out (wait it out)
What now? Somebody tell me
What now?

I dont know where to go
I dont know what to feel
I dont know how to cry
I dont know oh oh why
I dont know where to go
I dont know what to feel
I dont know how to cry
I dont know oh oh why
I dont know where to go
I dont know what to feel
I dont know how to cry
I dont know oh oh why

So what now?